dots yet again
i got a B3 for my malay o's wonderful ehz... malay cant speak malay what a joke. actually cried my heart out... ouh wellz what is done is done. going to retake my malay paper gonna get my A2. seriously, a malay who cant do malay den am i deserving to be malay? ouh wellz so what if pp l think im drama or that the rest of st pats can be contented with a C6 i cannot. anything below A2 is fail its as simple as that. its not the score, its not the grade but its about being malay, my heritage and my identity.
well its da 7th ha wad a joke. dearie being nice, 7mnth passed by already and sumtimes i wonder what if i had not gone through with it? would fuzz would be a better person or worse? or would i be a better person or worse? do we bring out the best in each other or the worst? i dunno. fuzz is a gr8 girl. wonderful person. shes been there always though she sumtimes pisses me off cuz of her frends or the language or sumtimes juz how sick she can get. but then again im like that also in my own way. who among is without faults? i got my own dirty secrets. i myslef feel ashamed of who i am today. i use vulgarities, i dun feel that my prayers have been taken as seriously as they should, im not reading the Quraan as often. thngs need to change but i dnno if i got the will power to resist the evils of this world. i hope i bring the best out of dearie, acedemically, morally but most important spritually for the simple reason becuz i care. love my dearie lots and i pray that its for the best for both of us.
homosexuality haiz.... uncomfortable with dearie dabbling in it. it is a great sin, its degrading. animals dun do it for f***'s sake. how low can we get? gay mairrages? lesbianism? ANIMALS DUN DO IT den why are we? when we say we are better den animals, are of a higher level, who have intellect and brains why are we humans doing it? has mankind sunk so low? animals respect the order that God has put upon them. there is a reason why. sodom and ghomorrah was destroyed for a reason
Nadiah
yeah........ studied with her. made a big dodo when i brought rahman to see her. yeahz weve been studying together. tokking alot also.
Nadia
u look beautiful in the tudung. juz dazzling and out of this world.
sumtimes when things happen to u, u ask why. but God has a plan for all of us. and sumtimes it is this difficulties and challenges that wakes us up.
Rohani
fireworks next year also can see.
and dearie
-MUACKZ
well its da 7th ha wad a joke. dearie being nice, 7mnth passed by already and sumtimes i wonder what if i had not gone through with it? would fuzz would be a better person or worse? or would i be a better person or worse? do we bring out the best in each other or the worst? i dunno. fuzz is a gr8 girl. wonderful person. shes been there always though she sumtimes pisses me off cuz of her frends or the language or sumtimes juz how sick she can get. but then again im like that also in my own way. who among is without faults? i got my own dirty secrets. i myslef feel ashamed of who i am today. i use vulgarities, i dun feel that my prayers have been taken as seriously as they should, im not reading the Quraan as often. thngs need to change but i dnno if i got the will power to resist the evils of this world. i hope i bring the best out of dearie, acedemically, morally but most important spritually for the simple reason becuz i care. love my dearie lots and i pray that its for the best for both of us.
homosexuality haiz.... uncomfortable with dearie dabbling in it. it is a great sin, its degrading. animals dun do it for f***'s sake. how low can we get? gay mairrages? lesbianism? ANIMALS DUN DO IT den why are we? when we say we are better den animals, are of a higher level, who have intellect and brains why are we humans doing it? has mankind sunk so low? animals respect the order that God has put upon them. there is a reason why. sodom and ghomorrah was destroyed for a reason
Nadiah
yeah........ studied with her. made a big dodo when i brought rahman to see her. yeahz weve been studying together. tokking alot also.
Nadia
u look beautiful in the tudung. juz dazzling and out of this world.
sumtimes when things happen to u, u ask why. but God has a plan for all of us. and sumtimes it is this difficulties and challenges that wakes us up.
Rohani
fireworks next year also can see.
and dearie
-MUACKZ
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11:05:00 PM
